Tuesday, May 30, 2006

l0ls!! i just heard something funny from the IT Dept. their dept are jus beside mie.

Peter: I've blocked every e-mail with the subject that has the title "hello"

Kent: What?! u block hello? then next time i want to send e-mail to ppl & ask how are they how?

Peter: Most of them its useless e-mails what.

Kent: ok ok. so next time i shldnt sae hello to ppl. i shld jus sae hi.

ROFL!!! kent is leaving the co. soon. hahhahahahas! n iin future i don think he can send ani more e-mails back! unless his subject is "hi"

blehs..... i'm a slacker today! yes. i've been slacking my mornings away n noon time as well. n i haven done the research on d employment act yet!! tsk tsk~ don care =P

i've been chatting wif Sokyin jus now. i donno. jus don think she' ve changed since she's wif d smellies. d talks are still the same. n kinda cosy feeling is still dere too. -shrugs-

i'm meeting darl tonight! pastamania? subway? foodcourt? macdonalds? taco or pizza hut? l0ls

my cheese craving is acting up again!! yummies!

i've been a good gurl fer d past 2 days. iron my clothes, arranging them 2 be hanged in d cupboard, doing d laundry and packing my room =)

mummy n i haven been quarrelling den. i surprised her yst when i helped her empty the garbage bin. l0ls

i've got 55 upon 60 fer ITP!!! wahahahahahaha!

i suppose i've got ONLY this few readers reading my blog

:5 sistas
:darl

if u ever are reading it. den u'll be CURSED!

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Monday, May 29, 2006

just came back from lunch with some consultant & teck wee. & he told mie to observe all the manners & speaking ettiqute. picked up a few lessons no doubt and i have my fave pineapple drink too. =)

apparently that guy is from ABS. & its like i saw a couple entertainment techniques? hahahas. n i'm gonna be test on later too~ sheeesh~

its raining now.

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i'm tired today. slpy & lazy~ it better don rain. by then whether its in the noon/morning. i'll still slp! hahs! just gonna rest my head on d table n head off to dreamland. apparently slping early doesnt help! -grumbles- i slept b4 12!! n its worse n0w~ gggrrrs

i'm alright now. =)) things have got better. & i'm getting my pay tml~ l0ls. suddenly all the various shops start flashing through my mind. when i realise i've got a while lot pay

my phone
my phone bill
my insurance payments

arrghs! n it haven include my savings yet. -puff- shopping fantasy are gone now~

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enough enough n enough of shopping. darl claims i'm buying something every wk! & i din for last week! oh well. its all the better now 2 prove i'm not a shopaholic!!

& i l0ve dis book i'm reading now. it had this few quotes every now n then to set mie thinking. and at the same time. it makes me feel contented abt my life too =))

its the san ge ren ting 3 zhi dian hua [according to wyi teck] suituation todae. sheeesh~
oh yea. i've brought the dumplings that grandma made fer d accs ppl n HR ppl! n they l0ve it~ =)

smart of mummy to ask mie 2 offer dem! ;)

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

i haven talk to her since last night. i guess its better like that. at least we wont get into any fights anymore.

its xianie's bdae today. happy bdae gurl~ i really had a good time with them that evening. tho it was just a brief meeting. but i still felt the closeness among us. n i believe that our friendship will never be replaced by our hectic schedules & d distance between us. =) *cheers.
stories/experiences were kinda spilled out again that nite. stupid jokes were cracked. some went drunk/high. some were just lazing around. i l0ve d moment that xianie n i had that nite. blabbering out our inner thots when we're on the verge of falling aslp. =) its nice to have such moments.

i've got a new phone n a new hair cut. dead ends are gone now. =) but i'm left with 3 quads of my length. n darl said it looked weird when its wet. hahs. bud at least its soft n so much better n0w.
my new baby gurl aka my phone is gorgeous. pics are clear. d mp3 playback effects are great! but my parents are pretty unhappy abt it. they claim the memory is too small. but i don care. i've got my mp3 player wad! =X

d da vinc code was nice. except that the storyline was pretty complicated. till now i cldnt make out some parts. like d silas n d pope thingy. =/ darl n i agreed d movie is pretty brain-taxing! hahahas. met his mom n bro too. his mom is still the same as when i met her fer the first time. bud his bro look different from darl. hahas. darl look more fierce than him. so yeps. =P

i'm so happy with the amt of shows i've watched dis month! darl's pampering mie too much again! =P

Movies that i've watched for May
:The Da Vinc Code
:Just my Luck
:Poseidon
:X-men [The Last Stand]

Movies to watch in June
:Over the Hedge
:Pirates of the Carribean

it seemed that for the month of may we're watching a movie every week! hahas!

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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

yesterday's meeting was a disaster with that mad woman. yes. to think that even that blur mr foo would fooled me into the meeting. no doubt i felt nervous when i saw her coming. on the table seated there had 3 of her khakis while i'm the only one. & after when she came i din bother to even voice out aniting anymore. n she made a statement. hahs.

i told mr foo to pay mie 10 bucks per/hr on PURPOSE. so that fledy would tell her that she can dream on abt mie being ever on her side fer d&d. i even insisted that even if the shirts have crossed the budget usmani and i shld have a shirt. whether we're helping or not.
i would review the minutes of the event no doubt. no harm seeing whose gonna rise up to power in the club yea? =X

i've got an A fer CCA now. bud only with merit. arrghs. i wan a distinction. i've lost 4 pts already fer now. damns. =/

wahahahahas. if only i can go dere fer SMA day n jus show my face n have 2 pts. =P

i saw a pair of heels i like very much from charles n keith. pay's coming in on 31st =X

aft deducting my insurance/phone bill - 200plus left

n aft my savings deduction n all - 100 plus left! =D

n my dis wk pocket money.......hiaks.

i took a jab yst when i almost fainted. wahahahhas. bud its worth it! d doctor is a cutie hunk! =D
n d music he play in his clinic is damn steady kinda! wahahahas!

i'm gonna keep my shopping allowances up soon fer d very very last min! -control-

i'm 66% to my ideal savings amt! =D

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Monday, May 22, 2006

i've just managed to sit down and enjoy my drink and tea break. and i'm ending work soon! bud deres no 3plus tea break fer mie today~ =X

but time pass really fast today! =D before i knew it, its noon, next time i realise the time it passed my tea-break period. n d very next moment i'm finishing work in less dan half an hour time. =))

*prays* my work load will be the same everydae. EXCEPT! allow me to have the same 1 hr of lunch break. half an hour for tea-break. half an hour in the morn fer breakfast & reading the papers! =D

l0ls. my boss better not know abt this! hiaks.

wEeees! my favourite sweet pal is back in singapore!! wahahahas. when she went on cruise last fri i felt super lonely mans. arrghs! n i miss the launching of d great s'pore sale without her! arrghs! bud nevertheless i had my sneak buys from U2 & esprit that dae! =X

mummy said i look so lonely on last fri. bud its not gonna be the same this fri! sheeesh! she even missed d sat outing fer bob's farewell. oh yea~ fri's nite gonna be d same again! =D

i'm meeting darl's mom n his brother on sat to watch a movie. n i haven slim down yet! damns~

dearest mr martin,
please rest assured i wont go beyond my limits fer my shopping and i'm NEVER a shopaholic! =D i've got better things in my life to focus too other than shopping! yups =)) `loves -hugs

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Friday, May 19, 2006

i'm having a headache now. bud darl's right. i should be casting my thoughts on my long awaited trip on board a vessel. and its a VLCC!! =))

hey firstly i wanna make an apology to aud. sorrie abt yst. my msges were pretty brief coz i was outside and its not very convenient to msg. bud i believe its a new chapter for now. u HAVE to cast away all the ugly memories and embark on this new started chapt dat u've deserve after persisting for so long. nevertheless, my blessings still go to u & jL =) & i'm sorrie okie for not being able to make it 2 ur sch carnival. lets come out fer a movie some dae or sth. hahas. take it as a compensation. =)

went out fer lunch todae and i realise a lot abt ocean tankers internal ugly side. wahahahas. bud i'll still keep away from politics =) oh yeps. i've only got one mth plus in HR. arrghs! if only i can stay here till ITP ends. promise darl i'll get started on my proj soon =X

i'm seeing d gang tml! n of coz my long awaited 4 daes is coming to an end when i'm seeing him again! =) i bet the tables' topics is gonnna be flooded with many seamen tales and tonnes & tonnes of bastarding! hahahas. its time to put my bastarding skills to the test! =D oh yea. teck wee said 90% of d seafarers have definitely fucked one woman from any port before. wahahahas! lets c how's baharom's determination~ andi's leaving soon too. u nvr noe when is he coming back wif a china WIFE! l0ls!

my headache better now. all thanks to the auntie downstairs that helped gave mie a panadol. hahas. teckwee was suppose to go down to set d mouse trap n i jus stood down dere and saw d very 1st mouse trap i've ever seen. n guess wad. d mouse is hiding near d area where lotsa lotsa ladies are working as. i bet one noon if ever ani1 of dem saw. i can really hear them screaming den. i bet there will be a vibration too!! aint women's voice are all high pitch? wahahahas! =D bud still i don understand d cleaner aunties are vacuumin d floor everydae. cleaning d pantry area every dae. wiping all d desks wif antispectic fluid everydae. why are dere still rats? =/ i suppose its bcoz everyone's desk got food in it. hahahahas!

one hr more to gooooo!! yeps. and i'm left with 1 nite to go before i board a VLCC!!! yeas!

darl's sick of dat kinda vessel i suppose. he's teasing mie abt being too enthu abt going on board. damns. y is he so lucky to be able to stay on board a VLCC when he's young! sheeesh~

VLCC!!! here i come! =D

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Thursday, May 18, 2006

arrrghs. i feel damn shitty now. damns.

i felt extremely elated when Grace [my A.M] gave mie a whole list of courses and ask me to choose which one i wanna go. i guess she must be an extreme saint or angel or something. sighs. teckwee told mie a couple of times she knew i was surfing d net intstead.

felt like some fool now.

and next d moment i went down to collect some reimbursement forms, i actually might have [or according to what the manager claimed] dropped some 60 over bucks worth of parking coupons. arrghs! and in d end bee tin & grace have to settle it fer mie. grace jus now jus handed mie some outbound reimbursement forms! sighs. i guess i can pull my hair out already.

yes yes yes. i'm feeling extremely miserable now and next when teck wee ask mie 2 call up some guy regarding d updating of our phone records. i couldnt understand what that guy was saying!! n grace got to help mie again. bcoz he was a china man. damns. i shld have some initiative to speak chinese to him

arrghs~ i feel soo bloody useless. i suppose i'm d worst ITP student ever~

f**k

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

i hate it each time after he signed my log book. hars. he's always mentioning abt my phone vibrating and all. crap~ i shall off my fone den each time i enter into the office. bud i've still got my A grade. oh wells. dats a firm decision already. i'm not gonna switch on my phone when i'm in d office!

went out to eat jus n0w and i got questioned abt who are d managers in d various dept and teck wee almost vomitted blood out. alrights. i'll open my eyes each time i do d filing fer all d leave applications!

patsy & chang boon & qiu xiang ming - chartering dept's manager

patrick chua & capt low- operations dept's manager
Richard Seet- A.M of operations

capt phang - IA's manager

Eng siong - crewing's manager

Mr poh -? no idea. wahahas i think he's d fleet manager or sth. [they insisted i muz find out abt him]

teck wee kept pestering mie abt my project. arrghs. he seemed more anxious dan mie.

d 3rd missy of d company just called. sheeesh. and dats d 3rd time i came in contact with her. hahs.

i haven felt so stressed out aft such a long time. hell yes. and instead of thinking abt what i shld be thinking, i'm having qn marks in my head. what exactly have i done in HR dats so valuable that everyone's saying? many felt that the things i've done is way above what an attachment student shld do. hahs. bud flipping thru my log book, i felt that i ahven done much at all. craps. teck wee said based on d stuff i'm doing its sth wad an exec is doing. har har! how interesting.

sheeesh. nvr felt this kinda strain fer a l0ng time. =/ not since D&D. i could have done so much given d chance. bud i'm still quite laid back. sighs. suddenly i jus wish i'm back in accs. data entry wld be nice. rather dan ppl telling u that u can go way further when u're completely lost. i still remembere the time when bob told mie 2 take d initiative when i asked him to contact traders aft d hotel have been finalised. it took mie a long time 2 realise dat he's asking mie arrange a meeting. har. shermain lim, u're dumb. now dat teck wee's telling mie d same thing too..when he realised dat i've been correcting d sentence structure only of manual. sighs. initiative initiative. how d hell am i gonna get started~

teck wee wans my log book contents to be written in proper sentence from now on. -.-

i nid shopping & a hug

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darl's sick today. n i don get to see him till sat. =(

get well soon dearie. drink lotsa honey when u can alrites -hugs-

mr fo0 called mie yst asking fer my help fer SMA day. Alfian & Man seemed pretty keen. i've submitted their names to him and am waiting fer lingesh's reply n0w. i gues if i choose to help out i couldnt do much too. last yr chatur jus made mie and bob do d entertainment. so other dan dat i've got no idea. oh yea i did d reception too! hahahas. bud i'm alwaes awaes wif d performers den. hahaas. so i din do much on dat. hopefully it'll be a success again this year.

donna daniels jus flashed past my mind. she's got d whole crowd swooning over her den. l0ls.

sighs bud d down side of its dat darl will be in army den! he wont be dere. =( oh wells.

i woke up earli todae and went fer a jog before coming home 2 prepare fer work. and seriousli i think my stamina's now a goner. my legs are still aching from d morning run and teck wee still had a bloody good time laffin at how i walk todae. damns.

bud i've got to slim down! b4 26th may at least! so i'll keep my morn jog going till den! wahahahas! =)

i'm doing d employee's manual now. n i've got 40 over pages more to go. and once again i'm d only one in d dept~ =)

i miss d 5 gurls =/

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Monday, May 15, 2006

i'm suppose to be typing my analysis out n0w. hahs. falling aslp soon. nidta get myself awake.

my days is Ocean Tankers is another 4 months more to go. darl's only working till end of this month. -grumbles- sighs oh well. he'll be in army in july den. a mth break fer him before his tedious days start. =)

i really wonder how my days passed sooo fast. as in every night. its like breezing past mie. hahss. i wanna go back toooooo scccchhh! =/ i miss my daes dere. lessons are short. slacking time's more and i get to slp! wahahahas!

i'm suppose to back 2 accs later. sighhs. borinng~ hate d data entry i've got dere.

hehs.teck wee gave mie an idea on how 2 get started on my proj. he came up wif a list of complicated terms as sub-heading and ask mie 2 head off from dere!! wahahahas! bud honestly even wif such complicated terms i can only come up wif simple write-ups! crap~ i better start using darl's bull-shitting skills. =)

i'm sooo tired. and teck wee's complaining i sound tired on d phone. arrghs! ask him to stay at his task and ans d dept's calls den instead of mie being here! he better gif mie my A fer dis wk if not he can dream on abt his treat! wahahahas! dere are gonna be interviews todae. l0tsa applicants called and d f0ne is like ringing n ringin!

dere's a presentation later in d noon fer d beverage machines! hahahas! felt so proud of myself bcoz i was d one dat did d research! =) d miser teck wee had even complimented on my research skills too now! wahahahahas!

okie okie. i felt more energised n0w. =) can start work alreadi. wahahahas. self-declared break. =)

wEeees~ i'm finally watching poseidon tonight!!

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

Breakaway- Kelly Clarkson

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanting to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could breakaway

[chorus]


I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away
And breakaway

[chorus]


I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

[chorus 2]

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Breakaway
Breakaway

i really l0ve dis song darl =)) more dan the sometimes l0ve aint enough! =P

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Monday, May 08, 2006

this entry is dedicated to esther! wahahahas. doubt she'll get to see it. blehs. bud SCANDAL DETECTED! =D

first source of evidence - look at est's blog. n take n0te of d time they've been talking! =P

second source - look at their testi's fer each other! =D

wahahahaas. i'm so gonna get a 4th jie fu soon! =)

and did ani of u hear aniting so far?

ppssstt..secret meeting on dis sat at aud's carnival okie!

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Thursday, May 04, 2006

scott had half day off todae. hahs. look whose d slacker n0w darl? =P hehs. was hoping that d n0. of leaves he had will be more dan mine!! wahahahas! den we'll be equal~ nvms. he've got 2 daes of leave to catch with mie. =X

not having lunch fer todae. c0z i've gt no khaki al0ng. my superior went out fer lunch and i've gt him 2 get mie cheese =)) he better remembered it tho!

just realise in d morn when i was on my way 2 work dat i've got 2 settle a few stuff

-get my ppcdl licence asap. if its possible before june

-start throwing out my old clothings and set space fer d new ones.

-get rid of d dressing table and have a new deco fer my rm.

-finish up my log book and c my LO soon

-put d dirty laundry 2 wash dis evening

sheeesh~ and i haven gt ani of it done. nvms. i'll start a bit on my log book over d weekends.

i've come up with d new concept of my room. chosen d a light pinkish colour fer my room's interior. d dressing table will be thrown out. a big big mirror will be covering d whole wall dere. and i'll lay a carpet & most prob a small sofa at d area on top of it. i'll be including a small one level shelf dere too...fer my story books and n0tes. if its possible i'll add a few cushions dere =) a small table will be dere too..fer my cosmetics and d others stuff. =))

i've finalli starting 2 excercise tml. hahahas. dragging darl and d others 2 jog with mie tml~

my eyes are dropping and i've got an assignment to hand in at three. =/

hMmmms. went 2 causeway with vanessa dat dae. she wanted her crumpler from dere. bud it was outta stock. so we went 2 get justin's bag instead. headed off to popular from dere and she start purchasing p1 chinese text 2 aid here with her upcoming new student. it was hilarious as we tried to recapped back our old daes han yu pin yin. & it further confirm my tots abt kiddos. l0ls. i'm more insistent n0w dat n0t onli u've gt to tolerate their wailing and high pitched crying sessions. u've gt 2 coach de THROUGHOUT as well!! well.. i'm glad i've found more to support my thinkings n0w. & no worries. i wont be affected or moved by ms wee constant nagging abt how adorable isiz to have ur own kiddos. spare mie dat. i've gt better life 2 lead on my own. since marriage is n0t on my agenda, why will kiddos even existed? =) & i've just t0ld daddy i don mind dating till 50 plus. wahahahas. dat reali gave him a real shock =P

i wan my pasta tml! =))
u shld n0e wad i meant darl =P

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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

jus another one hr and 45 mins 2 go! =)) n i'll be only left with two working daes! wahahahas!

polling day rules! since i don have 2 work dis sat. hahs. hMmms. bud read abt some drama thats appearing on d frontlines of d papers 2dae~ =/ d suituation is getting uglier!

went to ask d crewing manager to authorised a bill fer mie jus n0w and he was asking if i was a newbie. i prompted him back if he recalled talking 2 a DMTM gurl yst and he was like "oh! oh! gosh u look so different with specs & hair tied up!" =X i look like an auntie todae no doubt! hahs.

i'm tanned! absolutely tanned i suppose. hahahas. bud i kept using d moisturiser to keep myself from peeling~ =P oh yes.. i'm totally addicted to d vitamin E moisturiser n0w! its really a good buy. my skin improves a l0t from it! =))

i've got myself new buys from my pay! xodus [ish dat d spelling? =/] heels and 2 tops. hehs. i'm totally in l0ve with great world city now! =)) d crowd's lesser and all my fave shops dere too! blehs. shall go n wait fer darl 2 finish work again somedae..=P & i reali l0ve d esprit top i've gt fer dearie. was thinking if i could fit into d small size. l0ls =P

mummy brought mie 2 tea essential cafe over d weekend at h0lland V! actually we kinda stumbled upon d place since i've kinda forgotten abt it since ting told mie d last time round. hahahas. bud i l0ve d cosy environment dere! yummmmms~ d teas and cheeesecake and d natural ice-cream's are all thumbies up! no wonder ting l0ve d place so much since dey even had a couple area dere. bet she & aaron muz have....*ahems* =P

yst was a bad scare fer mie and i promise 2 be a good gurl from n0w on..=/no more leaves fer sure! =(

daddy's getting dat OTO body vibrator crap. l0ls. its so funny when he tried it at IMM dat dae. wahahahahas!

i think i'll voice out 2 daddy. we might be splitting d cost fer d lappie when sch reopens. =) i believe i'll be able 2 use a bit of my savings fer it den

/edited.

l0ls. my superior jus t0ld mie 2 rest more~ hMmms. he saw mie updating my blog and n0w he's asking mie 2 rest since i was busy typing jus n0w. l0ls. while jus n0w i was scrolling thru blogs he suddenly came to mie and said in a low voice,"hor hor. u're doing d work i asked u too..." and i gt stunned. so as i was changing windows he continued,"actually i don mind la. jus don let d manager sees it. take ur time. take ur time." n i almost wanna kill him jus n0w bc0z of it!! *grumbles* he better gif mie an A fer my attachment if n0t i'll skinned him alive!!! =D

wahahahas! & i'm munching on d oreos and cheese crackers dat my superior jus've given mie. =P life in ocean tankers can nvr be any better~

okie okie. i shall rest my fingers n0w. wakakas~


i l0ve d blurred pic we had darl. hehs =)

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