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Tuesday, June 27, 2006


blahs. i'm super lethargic today. it finally came and thank god it doesnt hurt as bad as the last month one. all thanks to climbing the stairs everyday n0w i guess. i guess the only thing that cheers me up today's that darl kept his promise and messaged me in the morning when he slept at 5 after watching his soccer match and daddy's super good mood. =)

saw yinn yesterday. =)) and she claims that i've got time for my colleagues and not her! sheeesh and i realise now that i've met everyone except ting. -.-

silent hill is a crap show. zhu jie and wyi teck claimed it was more funny than being scary. ok ok....sorry for my stupid recommendation =X

darl's graduation speech's on the fourth of the upcoming month. and he'll be heading to NS soon after that. cant get to see him for a month then =(

arrghs brb.~ got work to settle again

/edited

my week's packed again. =(

i want more than 2 days that i could have with u =(



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Friday, June 23, 2006


i'm having a bad headache n0w. yes! and i've still got to go for the youth meeting later n suntec & meeting babe later. -yawns-

i need a break. think retail therapy will work wonders =) since i've got half an hour before that meeting..hmmms. hiaks

blahs. tomorrow noon will be a nice and cosy one for me =) thank god i've got the whole noon time with darl before my sunday is gone again~i wanna catch over the hedge!!! but it seems to always be showing in the noon times when i'm working!!

next weekend is free fer me! maybe i shld jio the gang to sentosa~ hohohoho! i miss the captain ball matches by the beach! throwing tonnes of people into the water and playing the shoulder game! oh oh oh! n d endless gay pictures! n seeing the guys playin the swimming past ur legs game! l0ls. d endless d laughter! oh well... guess what? games of d sea-farers of coz =))

l0ls. today is the most exciting day in ocean tankers! l0ls. i was ask to pass around this survey & c if how many of the employees are interested to be participating in these various exercises for free.
-aerobics.
-pilates
-yoga
-belly dance!! l0ls!!!

& d crewing side suggested pole dance!! l0ls. n amy wanted to join despite being 50 years ols!!

l0ls.



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Wednesday, June 21, 2006


I was so glad ahmad messaged me today. Gene's in UAE now. his vessel is at anchorage now. Safe & sound. No sea-sickness & all and he's practising lotsa of drills on the life raft n his emergency exercises. was surprise that they allowed him to do the deck based cargo discharge already. guess he must be pretty efficent on board. hahahas. was kinda stunned to hear from him. & apparently he wanted ahmad to tell mie that he's safe & coping well. ahmad's telling me to expect gene's e-mail some time soon =))

thank god that my 2nd sailing friend was able to embark on his career line smoothly. =)

Darl & Teck Wee are going to bang their heads on their tables soon! l0ls. i'm a failure in Geography! but i'll learn! i'm so gonna prove to teck wee that i'm cut out for this line. yes. watch me some day and i can blabber all my chartering terms to you. the chartering manager, patsy told wyi teck that i'm an impressive young one. =)) watch me. i might be like patsy someday.

i'm having a new world map soon! l0ls. =P

life is so unfair to her. just when i thought she was in good hands, her whole world came crashing down again. thank god she's safe n sound. thank god. if only i could be there for her..



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Tuesday, June 20, 2006


i need 48 hours!

*-to clear my work
[ i brought back my work last fri and completed it on sunday after my whole day of class]
*-visit my grandparents
*-spend time with keane
*-get down to start on my project
*-spend time with all my close peeps!

working just practically ate up all my times n d thing is i cant skip my lessons. arrghs. if not my home grounds gonna be a battle field again.

=((

june's hectic. i didnt even get to shop recently. hahs! amazing!

i l0ve father's day this year! tho i and daddy only spent half n hour on d bike while we're out from malaysia n an additional 10 mins i had when i passed him d present. i read out the card i had for him! all in chinese! =))
darl helped me chose the adidas top for him! l0ls. n he can only picture daddy in sleeveless top! hohohos!

the audits are coming up real sooon! time to get to work.

yst evening was madness. we took a 20 mins ride just to head down to poly marina's prata shop to curb my craving fer cheese! l0ls. n guess what, we just went h0me aft eating! l0ls. i l0ve d milo dino i had with darl!! =))

garfield's show is only for an hour! freaks.



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Wednesday, June 14, 2006


i'm dwelling in self-pity! So many people are out there enjoying themselves!

Darl - Guess what? He's watching a movie now! How nice! Cozing on the Sofa & be a Couch Potato! Going back to school & get to only be there for two hours! Grrrs.

Babe - Giving tuition when she can. Going to Malaysia in the middle of the night for supper! Arrgghs! Sleeping late & revising when she want!! freak!!

My Gurls - They're enjoying themselves every now & then! Swimming! Tanning! Studying when they want to!

Even Keane is having his h0ls now! how nice!

i'm extremely upset now!!!!! boo0oooo0ooosss!

Here i am working!

& this upcoming salary i cant get to spend a single cent at all! well maybe i can. jus for a pair of heels that i eyed on at xodus that day! hohos. mummy bdae is 5 days after i collect my pay! and i overspend last month. so i need the upcoming pay to cover up fer my last month savings! weekends is a boo boo too! i don get to enjoy at all!! arrgghs! =((

life is soo freaking pathetic for me.
i cant even get the stupid nike bottle now. its freaking out of stock. damn it!



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Friday, June 09, 2006


baharom's back. NOL terminated his contract. hMmms. hope that he'll get a new contract soon. =/ tho meiyian said its not possible since his seaman log book states it all. =/ sighs~ maybe he should really have his medical treated. sailing life is not a smoothing sailing journey afterall. h0pe that those peeps who are sailing wont end up like that. =/

peeps that are expected to sail or are sailing already in the next three years
-andi
-taman
-gene
-ahmad
-dorothy [ my hero! =))]
-blahs. & those current year 3s.

mac's not. lingesh's not.melody's not. jiahui's not.

darl is tho. after two years.

dying in the middle of the ocean is the worst thing. =/

on the brighter note~ i'm meeting darl later! hohohohos!

blahs. its raining here.......=( n darl's out playing d0ta.



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Wednesday, June 07, 2006


http://sg.view.greetings.yahoo.com/greet/view?AMAG8JCK2N3AX

aud just sent me something really sweet =))

sighs. club stuff always get one in a fury state. but why is it only this year that the seniors & juniors couldnt get along. but never mind. to hell with it. what matters is i have my fam, you gurls,darl & the other close peeps. my life is more than contented. teckwee just asked me what i wanna learn. i took a long time to answer him n he said "i n0e. u l0ve to blog here." wahahahas. yes i do. i do =))

now i'm alone in the dept again. teckwee's on half day. i just settled the interviewee and printed her certs. damns. she's asking so little fer her exec position. n thats because she's a dip holder. -food for thought- some guy who came from some unknown uni that day applying for an exec position too. & he's asking fer damn lit' too! guess the market is really bad n0w =/

and my two sailing friends are..sighs

gene called me yst! in the middle of the night! he's on shore now! hahahas! he's suppose to be on FSO for a week. but now he's on S/B status. sheeesh. n he wasted my checklist for him! but oh well. at least he can sail now instead of being stuck on a FSO. n the truth to be told he's only there for a day!!! l0ls. he's first destination is in middle east! hiaks! capt koo claimed that the "quality" there is good!! worth the money. l0ls! n guess what. gene claimed he might be bringin his own "stuff" there. tsk~ sea-farers!! right darl? =P

slept over at babe's place yst~ =)) we almost went night cycling!!

i'm craving for cheeese!!! yums~



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i just said a proper sorry to jasmin. whether she accepts it a not. its not really of my concern. but i meant my apology. my aim was to get back at zhenling & to tell her that i'm not as blur as what she think. jasmin was the innocent one. n i definitely had no grudges towards her at all.

i hope from now. zhenling better get it right in her head. as long as i stay away from club. she better stay away from me too. i don't want things to turn worse now. she getting back at taman is a despicable move. & yes. he was wrong too. but definitely not getting back at him this way. u better don't touch the rest of my peeps anymore. i wouldnt wanna be a devil like you when i strike back. i mean it. lets hope the last year of your year 3 is a peaceful one.

Mr foo apologised for the cock up. and i didnt tell him much either. he claimed as long as i'm not angry then its fine. hahs. i really still respect him a lot. he's one of the great lecturers in school. but no matter he's already on their side by exposing taman. so i guess i've got to keep my distance away. maybe someday i can talk to him at ease. but thats like after i graduate i guess. no matter what kahwoon is still there.

chatur is coming back soon. in oct. according to mr foo he might not be the advisor anymore. so by then i hope usmani & i could get off the hook for organising D&D. maybe i'll enjoy all these club events when she's gone. but for now she better get off my back.

the day passed well as usual. still being able to slack & work at the same time. feel quite energise recently. hahaa. maybe after i reali they failed scott & gave me such a high grade instead. =X

met darl yst since sat! =))

going grandma's house tonight fer dinner.

my gurls' exams are endin soon. yin.est & xianie. ting & aud will be revising by then. while i'm still stuck at work. =(

gave the 2 VPs to sign their bills & they were very nice to me! hahahahas =)




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Monday, June 05, 2006


i wasnt in the mood to do anything at all yesterday at all. but come to think of it i didn't even know how did my day pass yesterday. hahs. except that crapping with ting online was as usual... making me laugh in front of my monitor! l0ls

sat was nice tho~ darl & i had a great time as usual.. except that i was super cranky on the way to parco. i'm sorry. =( hehs. but we saw l0tsa l0tsa duck tours!
hohoho. n i bet he'll never wanna have one slice of killney bread at all ever! =D
i think i've really shed l0tsa fats that day! we walked more than 4 km! pratically combing through the whole of city hall! hahahahas~n when darl saw yang cheng lin at parco... he claim that she's hot! h0ohohohohoho~ met andi n d gang in d evening n i was shooooed off for class =P

i will never step into a pc show again!!
n a chinese book fair either! wahahahahas!

was talking to ratna & darl over a mass convs yesterday. & i realise i really trust some people too much. even a lecturer. i thought FNC was on our side. but apparently he's not. suddenly i feel so reluctant to go back to school. darl's not there. the gang too. gene,alfian,yee aung & the rest are not there. & the worst is....
seeing HER. yes! i'm so sick of her ways of manuplating her friends/smellies/juniors. arrghs whatever. sokyin better learn how to deal with the hotel stuff if not she can dream on about me helping her. sheeesh.

but i'm fed up of working life too~

sunday was nice too. =) went out with gene & i FINALLY met my dear babe! =D but we're too engrossed in catching up that we neglected my g0dpa completely in the car!

hohohoho! n i finally get to play datona! n i won! once. hahs. when gene's gear wasnt working properly. hohoho! but he learn how to drive soo well for what. he shld be good at navigating a ship instead! wahahahas! n we when we saw the small water bottle at royal sporting house... he start his nonsense again~ -.- saying i didnt do my job as a maria well in class. freak. but meeting up with him did make me miss the other peeps!

-iylia [in aust]
-fauzi!
-shortie izzat!
-parvin
-d0nald!
-jL!
-yuanhan!! [LOLS]
-JACKSON!! [LOLS] he can really do good gestures with his hands man!
-jia0!!
-lani
-farah
-jiayi & irene!

damns. come to think of it. we din have a gathering before that idiot left! =((

but i really miss the times when we had our pE! our chinese lessons. l0ls. the best times of all. everyone is like taking forever to settle down!! ho ho ho! the endless journey of completing our artefact!
& d best of all.... INTERCLASS GAMES! =))

there'll always be different r0les fer each of us then! when the guys/gurls are playing... some will be photographers. refilling of bottles. first aid & all. hahas. good old days~ =))

n n0w i n0e the rates of women on each port already! g0d bless the future wives of these DNS students. may u n0t get aids/stds! wahahahas!

went to pray g0dma after that. saw a baby coffin. yea. its near the columbrium. the baby gurl was barely a year old. =/ headed to bottle tree village to have dinner with the aunts then. n we kept getting malaysia lines c0z on the other end of the opp. bank.. its malaysia! l0ls.

neglected g0dpa all the way h0me den aft cin jie's place =X

i cant believe three years had passed. just like that. everybody's not the same anymore. altho the house its still the same. but the people inside will never be. he claimed he was a moment of folly. but jus that.. it can have an imprint on the innocent deprived people to not being able to walk out of it..



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Friday, June 02, 2006


ho ho ho! i treated mummy to dinner yesterday at the italian restuarant. its at shaw centre. & she l0ve the ambience there. =) but i thought the music wasnt good. the restuarant is of those kinda of soft & romantic ambience. n guess what? they're playing clubbing hits! =/ spoiler~

but anyway we enjoyed ourselves still. mummy claimed that she came with the wrong person! sheeesh. she would have preferred with my daddy was there. arrghs! its as if i've come with the RIGHT person like that! -grumbles-

headed off to raffles city after that! & i really felt the pinch when i applied for the membership. arrghhs~ 27 fer a lip gloss is absurd! but since i've already bought the foundation for 50 plus. i nid to top up something for it before i'm eligible for it. [as in waiving the membership fees off] arrghs~ bud on the bright side i can have 10-20% off biotherm products from now on! =) n guess what. mummy is tempted to buy their firming moisturiser! ho ho ho! bud in the end she bought her comb from d body shop & some containers from d markeplace supermarket there. hahahas! she claims the supermarket is good because they've got her type of containers there! sheeesh

bought a bag from charles & keith too. nice shade of pink! but mummy din like it. she finds it too big for a handbag. hahs. bud nevertheless, what matters is that its of my liking yea? =X

mummy wanted to head to u2. but it was close! hahas. so i brought her to the beach side near to esplanade & we came across this jazz performance at the bayside there. =) took a long walk with her before taking a bus back h0me. hahahas! and as usual she forgot to tap the card before she alight agaiN! ho ho ho~

at the end of the evening

Mummy: u n0e something? taking the public transport is not a bad idea afterall. maybe we should start taking it often

me: oh ok. erms, why are you walking so fast?

Mummy: we've got to rush back fast. before daddy comes home and start scolding us for our buys again!

LOLS!
classic man mummy



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darl said i shldn't GLOAT on someone's misfortune BUT i couldnt help it!!!

LOL!!!!!!!!!!! ROY IS CHANGING COURSE
WAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAS!

-sniff- but its pretty sad he only found out that he is sea-sick after one year in poly!!
ROFL!

so much so fer dat chap always claiming how "nice" he look in uniform.bud gene & ahmad are really 1 of d best looking ones in their uniform. tho they don have d bod at all. but they're always looking so smart in them. ahmad always had the cheery look on his face n his uni is tuck in neatly at all times while gene alwaes stood damn straight when he's in his uni =)) erwin looks great too! somehow u can sense that they respect their uni =)

oh yea. jus remember gene fainted once at poly marina! wahahahahas! 2nd weakling!! =X

Sailing Peeps - baharom & gene
yea. so far dats all i n0e fer my side.

gene jus asked mie 2 join he n joe,weijian n d others fer dinner. bud i'm not going. =) bud i hope 2 meet up wif him soon. at least a nice farewell meal fer his first sailing experience. =)

shopppppiiinnnnnggg tonite! =D with mummy at marina square. i hope 2 get the top from zara tho. =/ bud i'm going 2 robinsons 2 get my liquid foundation too... arrgh. limited funds. bud at least i stil get 2 shop shop shop. with savings left of course! =D

darl darl darl.. what are we suppose 2 do tomorrow? tot of ani yet? =P

morning n early noon was tedious. =( sighs. soooo much 2 do n i'm off to finish dem off n0w.



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