Just when all hope is lost, I need that beautiful place, where everything would be perfect...
Let my wings take me there...
Monday, July 31, 2006
i'm so sorry gurls if you don see me online these few nights.
guess i'm too lazy to talk~
my battle is nearing again. i just had a breather on friday till this mon morning. then the bills came again. sheesh but oh well at least i had my rest and my life back to normal.
i'm high on medication since monday. sorry for my previous entry. guess i was high on cough syrup then. but oh wells at least i'm recovering. i kept my promise darl! =) but doubt u'll be reading this since you've always been so busy over the weekend & u're in camp now.
i'm really grateful for you trying to work out as much time as u can for me. i'm sorry if i acted unreasonably just now. i guess i'm still trying to adapt to our current lifestyle. i know you're trying very hard and i'm sorry if i tried to take away your personal time too. i guess not every weekends could be like the wonderful sat we once had then.
happy anni my dearest. i guess its gonna be an once in a blue moon thing for us to spend our anni together just like last time. but they are the wonderful old times that accompanied through the lonely and cold nights. i really miss u a lot...
blahs. i've got my proj to rush now..
i'm sorry if i haven met up with you gurls these days. lets meet up soon alright? =) an overnight stay! i miss that!
ger and vane -- ger u better get well soon alrights? vane! read ur tagboard!
winged | |
Sunday, July 23, 2006
i'm on mc today.
woke up in the morn for breakfast before heading over to my family doctor clinic. but his clinic was closed! so here i am waiting for dr chow for my 10.30 doc appt.
i was labelled a shopaholic. hahs. i noticed a young secondary gurl on the bus this morning and i bet she's not even 15 yet. and she's wearing a baby G watch. the latest one. it definitely costs more than $110. holding an adidas bag and a nike bottle. in her school uniform. it jus starts me thinking how branded lit' gurls are these days. i remember my first branded watch was an adidas. a $69 dollar one. it was my 15th bday present from daddy & till now i'm always still very proud tho the strap is all black and the d watch's surface had many scratches. cause what matters that much is that daddy took all the trouble to get it when he had his leg injured then. he was limping then as he went from one shop to another to collect it as it was a hot seller then. and thats why it matters so much now.
i know i've been getting l0tsa l0tsa new stuff. but i'm proud of my buys bcoz i bought it with my own salary. and i managed to give grandma and daddy some neat sum too. tho the extreme down and pathetic side is that yes the only savings i had is my insurance plans. but the up side is that i've got what i want without relying on any financial help. maybe for some special ocassion that i've got really good stuff like my bday? the only thing i can think about my getting sth from my parents' that the estee lauder's perfume. mummy had been getting clothes for me. clothes that she want me to wear of course erms excld the recent MNG buys. but ultimately what i'm trying to say its that i'm not a typical shopaholic! don label me like that like i'm freaking spender. i managed to pay my bills too! & its just something that i want to reward myself every month. whats wrong with that!
and its not like i'm begging for my buys. i'll tone down when sch's reopen but for now can these buys be my motivation for waking up freaking early so that at the end of the month i know my efforts are paid off?
-*
sat was nice. good match & a cosy and l0vely noon with darl =))
winged | |
Sunday, July 09, 2006
=))
2 more months of working life =))
7 more months of waiting and darl can be out on every evening! =))
mummy like d watch that daddy, darl n i had got for her! =))
my finally got something to do something i like! =)) vessels! vessels!
thank god that evening, our both families were alright with each other! -phews-
the sigma coatings manager remembered me! & asked when do i want to join him after i graduate! hohoho!
darl's grad night was fantastic! he delivered his speech really well! =)) bravos!
the recept night at the grad night was really something! l0ls. overnight i think i know all the d important people from sma and d many many directors! l0ls.
i'm finally getting down to do some exercise tomorrow with babe! =D
=((
please let baby's batt last till the next two weeks!
-*
my week ahead seems packed.
tues - facial
wed - for mummy
thurs - class
fri - HOPEFULLY i can get some retail therapy! =))
sat - with my very very special bunch of sweeties! =D
blahs. work have been hectic for me. but at least since i'm grounded by work now, grace gave me my own line n desk. l0ls. and i think they seem to have forgotten i've got a personal desk at the accounts side. but oh well. i'm stationed there most of the time. so i'm practically abandoning my desk at the accounts side.
darl's in the army now. =(( but at least he's calling me every night! =D and he've got a his bunk near the sea-view! -grumbles-
i miss you so much..
winged | |
Saturday, July 01, 2006
hohohohos! i climbed out of the bed at 12 today! -faints- blame the vodka shots! =) but zhu jie was surprised with my drinking capacity! l0ls
i'm over the mooon now!
- i can get to see darl after two weeks! he'll get to call me tooo! every night if he's not too tired aft the training *cross fingers* =))
- portugal won! darl's over the moon too! l0ls.
- i've got an invite to attend his graduation! =D
- grace approved my leave!
- i had a great talk with grace on sat!
- my lunching khakis colleagues are like a bunch of daddies n mummies. on sat morning they were so afraid i wld screw up the recept position. l0ls.
- i've got my pay!
- wed is a big big day! coz daddy kept requesting to see darl! l0ls
- my room's wall is filled with mirror already!
- i think i will be attending d biotherm workshop! =D
- i'll be getting my eye-lift cream from there too! mummy is using her credit points to redeem it! awww!
- i made grandma a happy happy woman by giving her quite a neat sum from my salary!
=)) i had a great time with baby last afternoon! lasagna there is sinful! l0ls. but who cares? darl still wants me! hahahahahahas!
i cant wait to see him this evening...=))
erms. i'll be attending his dad's bday! ohhhh! and i'll be expecting a l0t of sea-farers stories =D
off to eat my lunch! mummy cooked! *hugs*
winged | |