Let my wings take me there...
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
I cant think of my HR's Obj now. I'm so dead. All that's floating in my mind is the staff retention & competence. I guess i'll have to skip lunch tomorrow & start seating down to read the manuals. sighs~ if only i cld get hold of all the controlled copy of respective responsibilites. sheesh what am i blabbering now? its CONTROLLED COPY! i should be saying my thanks now that i've got safety settled. urrghs!
i guess i haven faced the fact that.. you'll be sailing someday. i shldnt have lost my control & made u worried when what you've said is true. i'm sorry. but you were right. what is these two weeks as compared to the months you'll be away after ur NS. i guess i have been taking our nightly talks for granted & kept yearning for more that i've seen to have forgotten that you're supposed to be sailing now. we'll be then only be talking once a week. i wont be seeing you for months instead of just a week once. i wouldnt be receiving your morning messages like now but maybe only twice max a week. i'm so sorry for being stupid & kept wanting the whole world to give in to me. you were right i had to set my priorities right. i shldnt be making mummy changing her schedule for me. i had to go ahead with it. two weeks will pass soon.. & moreover i'll be seeing you on twice a week now. i haven been contented with what i had but instead kept wallowing in my crap feelings thinking that why cant we be like in the past. you're about to embark on your career soon then... i should be cherishing with what i had now.. i'm sorry for making you worried darl. i'm sorry. i shldnt have lost control & having you then to be there for me after your tedious & long trainings. i'm really sorry darl. i'm sorry.
i guess i've got to get down to earth now and get it right in my head that... darl have to sail someday. he have too. & its not aniting that anyone can do anything about it.
winged |
I cant think of my HR's Obj now. I'm so dead. All that's floating in my mind is the staff retention & competence. I guess i'll have to skip lunch tomorrow & start seating down to read the manuals. sighs~ if only i cld get hold of all the controlled copy of respective responsibilites. sheesh what am i blabbering now? its CONTROLLED COPY! i should be saying my thanks now that i've got safety settled. urrghs!
i guess i haven faced the fact that.. you'll be sailing someday. i shldnt have lost my control & made u worried when what you've said is true. i'm sorry. but you were right. what is these two weeks as compared to the months you'll be away after ur NS. i guess i have been taking our nightly talks for granted & kept yearning for more that i've seen to have forgotten that you're supposed to be sailing now. we'll be then only be talking once a week. i wont be seeing you for months instead of just a week once. i wouldnt be receiving your morning messages like now but maybe only twice max a week. i'm so sorry for being stupid & kept wanting the whole world to give in to me. you were right i had to set my priorities right. i shldnt be making mummy changing her schedule for me. i had to go ahead with it. two weeks will pass soon.. & moreover i'll be seeing you on twice a week now. i haven been contented with what i had but instead kept wallowing in my crap feelings thinking that why cant we be like in the past. you're about to embark on your career soon then... i should be cherishing with what i had now.. i'm sorry for making you worried darl. i'm sorry. i shldnt have lost control & having you then to be there for me after your tedious & long trainings. i'm really sorry darl. i'm sorry.
i guess i've got to get down to earth now and get it right in my head that... darl have to sail someday. he have too. & its not aniting that anyone can do anything about it.
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