Let my wings take me there...
Thursday, August 03, 2006
i hate to face crossroads in my life. just when i'm passionate about something and the job offerings start coming up. someone would then start making comments. the maritime industry will never be a place where females will have a stand. why isiz that patsy is able to do it then? meiyian? haven they've been far enough? i'm considering sigma & ocean tankers now. grace just asked me about it. i know its meant well for me by asking me not to be coming back so i can immerse in other co.'s culture and maybe explore more. but on d hand.. its just a PT job over d hols. how well can i be adapting & seeing new things then? moreover its hard to come by to have a PT job which is related in ur course of study! arrghs. decisions decisions. i want to be in d industry. i donno. but somehow whenever i'm seeing those vessels. hearing about them. looking at d development of the ports. negotiations and all... i feel so bewildered by it and at the same time bond towards it. mummy's in this line. darl too... its just that kinda special & fulfilling feeling i hate to abandon and never want too. but its a fact that its a guy dominated industry. but i'm determined to make d most out of it. excel in it. & eventually proud of it.
each time whenever i'm at d shipyard. darl's words will be flowing in my mind. about what he saw & experience. each time when i read more about d ports & diff kinda shipments, mummy & my conversations will be filled with enthu tones and all. its that kinda bonding. that kinda sense of belonging.
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i hate to face crossroads in my life. just when i'm passionate about something and the job offerings start coming up. someone would then start making comments. the maritime industry will never be a place where females will have a stand. why isiz that patsy is able to do it then? meiyian? haven they've been far enough? i'm considering sigma & ocean tankers now. grace just asked me about it. i know its meant well for me by asking me not to be coming back so i can immerse in other co.'s culture and maybe explore more. but on d hand.. its just a PT job over d hols. how well can i be adapting & seeing new things then? moreover its hard to come by to have a PT job which is related in ur course of study! arrghs. decisions decisions. i want to be in d industry. i donno. but somehow whenever i'm seeing those vessels. hearing about them. looking at d development of the ports. negotiations and all... i feel so bewildered by it and at the same time bond towards it. mummy's in this line. darl too... its just that kinda special & fulfilling feeling i hate to abandon and never want too. but its a fact that its a guy dominated industry. but i'm determined to make d most out of it. excel in it. & eventually proud of it.
each time whenever i'm at d shipyard. darl's words will be flowing in my mind. about what he saw & experience. each time when i read more about d ports & diff kinda shipments, mummy & my conversations will be filled with enthu tones and all. its that kinda bonding. that kinda sense of belonging.
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