Just when all hope is lost, I need that beautiful place, where everything would be perfect...
Let my wings take me there...
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
yawns.
darl went to rest already. he had a super long day today. hope his knees are alright tho. =/
school's alright i guess. nothing much. trying to keep away anything that do with club. but all full geared for marketing! 4 more points to go for an A grade! =) darl's right i've got one an a half year to go! sheesh now i'm really pressured to get my PPCDL licence. FNC, Capt Chatur & Mummy! -.-
nvms. she's paying for it anyway =P
so far d modules are pretty alright. not too boring. not too fun either. cos its already super heavy to digest for the first 2 days! & d first week haven pass yet -.-
guess the peaks of the week is swimming with ting, tomorrow's cycling trip with my gurls & dinner with colleagues! =) good enough~
miss d stone table times tho. only had man & taman with me there today...=/
guess the best thing to look forward dis wk is seeing darl on friday! yays =))
but i had fun with my classmates too. stupid topics but brought many many laughters too!
new startt! new mindset!! =)
winged | |
Thursday, September 21, 2006
yawns.
technical dept is so quiet now. thank god i'm not here =X
scanning some docs for aloy now. -.- some stupid cock ups in Singtel in the morning and make me running like a mad chicken trying to sort things out! sighs~ but at least its almost cleared now. almost! not done yet~ its suppose to be my last day! for slacking! not running around! l0ls.
hmmms. gave my cakes to the Operations Dept, Accounts & my own inclusive of the IT people. Honestly i don feel as nostalgic as what i thot i will be. maybe its because i know i wont lose touch with them soon! =) gave KC & Douglas cakes too. Douglas told me to come back to them soon so they can put me in Chartering. Hahahahas!
i've got many many prezzies for my last day too!
Capt Low, Grace,Irene & Yee Aung got me something! Hahahas. all are damn unexpected! but still i l0ve it! =)
Capt Low sent an e-mail to me too!

erms jus realise its too small to be read =X
Hi Shermin,
Understand today is your last day.
I wud like to wish u all the best in your studies.
Wished u had opportunity to try Operations.
But anyway I think u will be very successful with your good character and ability.
You are such a nice person to talk to.
Everyone seem to like you.
Good luck to you...
Rgds
Capt Low
hahahas. cant believe he's hitting his sixty soon & he always spelled my name wrongly!
hmmms. last day! no mroe running down the stairs anymore where aunties will scold me!
no more lunch breaks anymore where accs will offer me side dishes.
no more lunch with my beloved khakis & all the laughter!
well but at least i can go harwin house and can have shopping trips with aunty sayang,aunty yuti,aunty sotong & bee tin!
my lunch khakis and i are planning to go KL to visit Capt Koo & his family!! =))
hopefully i can see darl tomorrow =))
winged | |
<>yawns. tired but fun night.
=)
once again the gurls had a surprise for me for my 18th birthday! except that they had a hard time tricking me. =P sheesh i still donno wad to do with the left over ice-cream cake! but really thanks for the surprise gurls! =) i l0ve u all more than ever! actually is always the same just that i din voice out thats all =P
thank u xianie for being so sweet. i know you're super tired you're still a great sport to be hanging around and being so fun-l0ving! i l0ve u!
thank u ting for being so smiley today when i know u're really feeling not well but nevertheless still cheer me up many many! i l0ve u!
thank u aud for taking your precious study time to be with me today to celebrate! i l0ve u!
thank u est for being so high today laughing & laughing which cheers me up many many when i'm about to expose the surprise! i l0ve u!
thank u yinn for laughing so happily when i'm sending u off jus now! i really l0ve that smile of urs! i l0ve u!
=)
last day of work tomorrow! finally! school days are coming soon! & my dearest peeps out there wont see me dressing like an aunty anymore!! hiaks. no more betty's food! no more waking up early! erms. i know three out of 5 days my school starts at 8 but at least i've got two days to slack! hiaks
my time table is real screwed up mans~sigghhs!
but anyway
anyway just to share some pics with you gurls!

Dinner with my beloved khakis at the Project Ship Cafe!
[Left to Right: Julie,Me,Hayloh,Capt Koo,Stan [hiding], Wyi Teck & Teck Wee!]

Julie, Me & Hayley! My beloved ladies!

Round Round [Thats what they call me!!] & her super nice bday card! =)

Capt Koo, Stan, Wyi Teck & Teck Wee!
I guess without these peeps my life in OTPL will be boring! hehs!
Lovely farewell dinner! Thanks a lot guys!
now for my bday celebration today with my sistas!

the ice cream cake is melting!! =))

don we jus simply l0ve reflection pics? =P
okie & for the rest of the wacky pics don look for me! xianie has them! i guess someday i muz take my thumb and go over to her place to d/l all d pics! hahs!
-yawns
winged | |
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
All bills almost cleared! Great! & i've put on two more kilos this week! That makes me super unhappy! arrgh!
BUT
on the lighter note i've got many many happy stuff to blog about!!
I just simply love Doc. Chee! As promised by him my gastric is gone after the 2nd dosage! =) kept snackin today to celebrate such a joyous occasion! l0ls. twisties, coconut sweets, cheese rings & lemon biscuits! hiaks~ that explains my 2 kilo! =(
went to a super nice ambience cafe yst! its opp botanic gardens and the lights are dim dim kinda & u're surrounded by plants and flowers. wrong crowd lahs no doubt but at least i had super l0tsa fun with my lunch khakis. oh! and they gave me a super adorable card happy 18th bday card which by chance i realise its 12 bucks -.- & an anna sui make up palette kinda thing. the desserts there are superb & extremely sinful! i had d pecan pie with choc fudge! gosh! the choc fudge is steaming hot even! slurps!
babe! lets go there someday after a sinful day of shopping! & i hope we're going to the spa sooon =/
reason no. 3 to be happy abt! darl called me this noon too! when he's not supposed too! =))
reason no 4 ! i'm going out to swim with est tomorrow!! =))
reason no. 5! i'm gonna be in d shipyard in the morn to see a O.Apex! there goes my wonderful morning! =)) no work no work! na ni na ni poo poo!
reason no. 6! i've got free lunch tomorrow!
reason no. 7! i've got 2 more days left in the co. & that makes it 4 more days till i have lunch with ting!
reason no. 8! i've got to know all of auddie's mr bean's story!
reason no. 9! two more days till i get my salary!
i've got no reason ten... cos i din get to talk to yinn, xianie & babe these days =(
winged | |
Saturday, September 16, 2006
i donno what's up my mind now. felt super over-sensitive now. hahs
est's blog music is keeping me company now. i dont even have any idea whats it about as in the lyrics. but at least thats what i wanted now.
had fun at vane's bday yesterday. felt really thankful that darl managed to make it despite only booking out at 8 plus. =)) catching up with bob & man too. i guess its also a night whereby godpa and i had a really nice, short tho but at least it was heart-warming enough. =)
went out with darl today to catch the devil wears prada. nice show. some enlightment~ hahs. darl felt that the gurl inside somehow resembles me. i guess it goes to show new things can amaze people. i guess no matter how much attention you get in a newly exposed stuff.. at the end of the day, you'll still be your old self cos fitting inside a shoe size thats oversized or too small will only make you walk in discomfort or causing blisters. no one can fit into a temporary model for long.
thks darl for getting me my watch =)
i donno. i really hope i'm over sensitive.. but i felt so helpless then.. but you ended up being on their side. my eyes are overly swollen these few days. fcuk
winged | |
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
I've got an A grade for my ITP! i bet for some of you its pretty common to get an A grade or something. but i guess for this semester, my only module, i took an extremely strong determination to fight for it.
i used to skip school and all the kinda stupid late for classes stuff. but i guess ever since working its a whole lot of different lifestyle. i've got my work to clear by a deadline and so even if i'm sick its just the half day rest or so to make sure i hit the deadline.
hmmms.
thanks ting for being with me last night. pointing out to me that i din not get a 3.1 for this sem GPA but thats actually my circumulative! =))
thanks hayley =) cheering me up last night and making me feel like i've made some kinda remarkable achievement! hehs. & scarificing your lunch time to help me burn my proj and making sure it work and all!
thanks stan! for encouraging me saying i did so much better than you then , how i could improve on my grades & how proud u felt of me =) oh! & the times when you helped me so much for my proj!
thanks la0 pa wyi teck! for reminding me my battle is not over and making me feel proud of myself too & your precious notes regarding all the tanker charter!
thanks aunty sayang and aunty yuti for your treats to reward me for my A grading!
thank u bee tin for being proud of me!
& great thanks to teck wee too.. for helping me soo much. i'm sorry abt what i've said about you earlier.
my last thanks toooo....
darl,mummy & daddy!
thank u for always barking me at me regarding my proj! sending me to work. constant naggings for me to create a fine masterpiece for my proj & how i should behave at work!
& for my dearest darl for editing my proj for me.. accompanying me to school & finding all kinda resources for me to make my proj a better one! =) l0ve u hun!
winged | |
Just sent Gene an e-mail. =) Only got to know it from Tian Hao on Monday that Gene is waiting from it when Weijian is suppose to tell me since don't know when. -.- but oh well. the mail was sent! =)
i've been doing my logbook most of the time today cum a bit of the Singtel bills. dinner with the accounts was great yesterday! had a lot of fun laughing with the aunties when they ate in disbelieve that vege food can be that tasty!! l0ls. but am really grateful for their dinner treats! hayloh was telling me yesterday she cant bear to see me go! guess i felt the same way too... my aunties' doting, the fun lunch and dinner khakis, my tea break khakis, online shopping with them & of cos discussing many many sales too! but i guess i still miss school the most! =) cant wait to lead d carefree lifestyle soon!
auntie sayang bought me choc biscuits! & i had subway lunch on her and aunty yuti too =X beetin brought me my fave red bean pastry! stan gave me ferros! yummms! guess thats my source of motivation to put on soooooo much weight!
dinner on next mon with the tech supt! his treat =P
dinner on the following day with my lunch khakis! their treat =P
most prob swimming with my gurls next thurs!
vane's 18th bday is this friday! -hugs-
-prays- please let darl have his nights out when he is at the teck whye's camp!!
my teeeny little toe hurts! =(
winged | |
Monday, September 11, 2006
i donno whether the freaking problem lies with me or him. fcuk.
if you really wanna take me as a toy to play about then you better have your freaking fill of it before i leave. ass~ i never seen a downright idiot like you. i did the telephone directory out of freaking good will for you thinking that it will be better for you to fasten your pace instead of u always borrowing from me and never once gave me back and put it properly. bastard. you come around and question me if i think you're blind or what. so be it then. i did something because i was tooo freaking free. plus your bloody whistles like calling me like a dog like that. takin my things from my desk and always ask why isiz so messy when you never return my things in the right way. grace already make it sooooo clear!! its a damn long work process how to not involve manpower? dumb! being a broker and operator once its aint that big deal alright?
now that attachment over you better stay out of my way while i'll do too. no point crossing each other paths at all. save your treat for yourself. i don ever think i'm gonna be free & get my blood boil..
thanks for your freaking A grades and chartering reading materials too.
i wonder if there's more road layout to do still? how about boy's toilet even?
thank god u're the one & only freaking bastard i cant get along with if not i dont think i can even stay longer.
winged | |
Thursday, September 07, 2006
i got drenched today when i was way to work. rode daddy's bike today to work and we both got to be luo tang ji. -.- but i got all dried up now!
grrr.... my traffic reports din came in since yesterday! feel so jobless like. l0ls. i've ran out of things to do!
settled my Singtel, filing, reimbursements & all the other misc stuff are all done! sheeesh should not have rushed all of them yesterday.
-yawns-
mummy promised to bring me to the gym today! =)) babe's coming too along with mummy & me! grr... cant swim at all because i've got my menses now~ how nice! hmmmms... MAYBE we can even catch a movie after that. hiaks. ger! when is ur prelims over. after that we can have our midnight sessions! i miss baking with you gurls! jus the thot of me sitting down there and see how you two get busy and after that i've got free cookies to munch on! wahahahahas =P lets have a BAKING SESSION soon! -hugs!
darl manage to get to signals & not the leader course after all! =D hahas. pretty soon he'll be flying in the sky with his "umbrella" l0ls!!
edited/
my reports came in! not so boring after all today at work. oh yah! just realise its gonna be the last day of my attachment! =))
NO MORE SAT WORKING DAYS
NO MORE LOG BOOK ENTRIES
erms... in fact i've still got lotsa entries to do!! =X
will get it done by this sunday since my sat is sooo packed! =X
sat:
darl's POP in the morning & award presentation in the noon
my daddy's side gathering~
yawns.
sleeeepppyy dayyyy!
winged | |
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
aunty yuti and aunty sayang bought me a pair of hand made earrings =)) they couldnt wait till my last day to give it to me! wahahahass! my classic sayang aunties =)
i kept sending e-mails out today. even harwin noted that. blahs. giro application & one capt lost the co.'s handphone is really enough to make me a busy bumble bee. but oh well at least i got time to do the leave forms filing n0w. if not i don see myself having the time to next week. amazingly the reports didnt came in the whole morning! so i managed to clear all the Singtel cock ups fast. =) robin & ruth were nice enough to help me speed up by giving me my prompt replies! -phews- guess Singtel aint that screwed after all.
auditors from Chevrons came in today. & last minute stan wanted me to compile the list of staff that joined our co this year! initially i thought looking through the leave records which had the dates they join was tough enough. then Grace showed me another file which included staff joining us in 2006 and leaving in the same year as well... but in order to do that i have to fish each e-mails out one by one. thank god i managed to finish it 20 mins time. -.-
audits used to be soo fun. but why am i loathing it now? =/ i guess becos its all coming up in the mist of me clearing my work.
darl's also in some kinda problems now. hopefully he can pass on his test and get his air borne badge first before the 2 commandos and navy fight over him. =/
please let him get pass this smoothly..
hang in there baby....
beetin bought lunch & breakfast for me today! -hugs- l0ve her!
winged | |
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
busy busy!
its like the capts are finally doing their job by sending their traffic message reports on time! guess my e-mails worked on the operators and in turn the capts get pressurised! oh well at least things are more efficent now except when Singtel starts cocking up our accts!
almost twenty vessels are done! minus off the bunkers side when steven is doing it i guess i'm left with thirty more to go! Inmarsat bills are coming in next week! better hurry hurry before i go. at least i get most of it done then i wont give grace such a big headache!
bleahs but i wanna go onboard a big big vessel audit soon before my attachment ends! if not its not so nice when grace is paying me for the hours i din work. 2 more days to go! damn. hope capt mesbah is back by today then i can get to ask him! =))
yawns i saved filing for the noon in case i get too tired after lunch. erms correction is sleepy =X
bodyshop is having a fifty percent off! but mummy and i haven got a chance to go yet cos its at suntec. bleahs. ever since i did a mask for mummy last weekend she's like on the constant look out for skin products! wahahahas! but oh well i still prefer the face shop's mask more than missha's. more moisture! tho its jus 2 bucks more but i guess its worth it since it had more range. gurls! go try it! its damn nice.
i'm hestitating on whether i shld get the Vit E day cream now since body shop is having their anni now...blahs but like what darl says bet they will be having some kinda sales soon after this. l0ls.
okies. i've gotta go for lunch break now. =)
i wanna swim! but i'm having my menses now! =(
est! don rebond hair soo soon la. swim with me first =P
winged | |