Just when all hope is lost, I need that beautiful place, where everything would be perfect...
Let my wings take me there...
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
guess i'm having some blues in the morning.
est and ting! erased whatever i've told you! just some gibberish of mine.
guess i need to take my mind off some things & dats why i said that. i'm sorry
i've been thinking a lot lately. cant believe the tears fell at the wrong time. but somehow despite making no promises, the reassurance seems to calm the emotional storms brewing inside me. years may be easy to be expressed verbally. but for actions, how often will one succumb to lose and eventually all promises are just part of a fairytale meant for two in love but not after the spilt. and yes. i don deny how hurt i was when you said that.
but neverthless thank you for letting me learn how to cherish the present for it is and not daring to think too way ahead. sometimes i'm wondering, would my thots wonder too far & scare you away?
the tears have been falling for two nights since you said it. & still i'm trying to get over it once again. i never knew crying in front of you could make you feel so unfeeling. but thanks again for the reassurance...at least the storm has subside now but not too far away i guess since somehow in d very near future it'll be brought up again..
but still i need you to know how much i love you..david martin
alrights. enough of soap operas! the jolly seasons is here. =)
i've got a weak spot for shopping! yes! and i bought a dress frm fond hugs today! and my 3 for ten buys! gnaws.
i dont want to show the soap operas today. all let's out now. =) thanks dear diary
winged | |
guess i'm having some blues in the morning.
est and ting! erased whatever i've told you! just some gibberish of mine.
guess i need to take my mind off some things & dats why i said that. i'm sorry
i've been thinking a lot lately. cant believe the tears fell at the wrong time. but somehow despite making no promises, the reassurance seems to calm the emotional storms brewing inside me. years may be easy to be expressed verbally. but for actions, how often will one succumb to lose and eventually all promises are just part of a fairytale meant for two in love but not after the spilt. and yes. i don deny how hurt i was when you said that.
but neverthless thank you for letting me learn how to cherish the present for it is and not daring to think too way ahead. sometimes i'm wondering, would my thots wonder too far & scare you away?
the tears have been falling for two nights since you said it. & still i'm trying to get over it once again. i never knew crying in front of you could make you feel so unfeeling. but thanks again for the reassurance...at least the storm has subside now but not too far away i guess since somehow in d very near future it'll be brought up again..
but still i need you to know how much i love you..david martin
alrights. enough of soap operas! the jolly seasons is here. =)
i've got a weak spot for shopping! yes! and i bought a dress frm fond hugs today! and my 3 for ten buys! gnaws.
i dont want to show the soap operas toda
winged | |
Friday, December 15, 2006
i hope i'm just over-sensitive. its like a week of quarrels. am i thinking too much?
Financial is left with the commenting part now. its half done now. =) thanks to wyiteck's advices and my group members promptness. wouldnt know what to do without them.
hols is finally here. but why am i not even excited about it. oh yea. how can i? financial is like the first week when sch reopens. gems & stats lab exam is on d 2nd week. law proj is due on d first week of Jan. stats theory is on the 2nd week too. f**k i really need a rest.
i miss walking soaking in d water. i miss the beach. i miss the starries night. i miss the cosy laze around. i need a swim. i miss cycling by the beach.
i skipped school this morn. wasnt feeling well in d morn.
winged | |
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
arrghs! i'm too lazy to do anything n0w. hahaha practically switching off after my gems exam today =X
but oh well at least got some progress on law. =) n0w its just choosing the right case studies. thank god i've got great and fun group members.
xmas is coming! yayness! but i wont be in singapore. kinda contridicting huh? but i guess its the outings with my gurls thats perking me up! =)) cant wait for the upcoming xmas outing! i can already forsee the massive picture taking sessions and the how our laughters and smiles are gonna wrapped up the whole evening nicely. and yes! i'm so gonna be the FIRST ONE to doze off again since i'm certified a PIG now! so i shall live up to my name!
argrhs! the crs is nagging inside my head n0w! think i'll look for it after this
last evening was great. darl accompanied for dinner and we managed to spend some time together after like 5 days. i l0ve cosy evenings =))
tomorrow will be chionging law and fri hun andi will be attending his friend's bday party. and sat and sun will be burnt too!
i saw the guys signing up for holiday jobs today. and i wanted too! but i just don feel confident enough that i will be studying enough for financial management since its like in d 1st week when school reopen plus all the projects.
blahs. sorry for the random entry. =)
winged | |