Just when all hope is lost, I need that beautiful place, where everything would be perfect...
Let my wings take me there...
Monday, May 28, 2007
l0ls. i can finally logged into blogger. =)) at th wrong time tho. cos i'm suppose to be mugging my port agency now. =(
exams next week. =(( simply aint prepared. cant believe i broked down many times this week bcos of the stupid exam stress. nvms. class atmosphere aint great either. but thank god. i've got my JESS peeps. =))
sok and i keep claiming we cant wait for graduation. hahs. looking at things now... 3 years is coming to an end after i finish my remaining 3 quads of sch term and i'm freed from politics and all. great!
i'm struggling with my thots at times. maybe i'm afraid. afraid of losing what i had now. afraid of losing this closeness between us. afraid that things will change and we can never go back to where we used to be. but i don suppose our relationship was jus made on how long we've been together to endure the long distance and time. it was how much we've been through. its coming soon.. in next 13 mths time.
each time when you're there for me, it jus makes it harder to let go. but each time the harder it is to let go, the stronger i believe we'll be there eventually. i used to cry for endless nights. wondering when could i have an affirmative ans from you that what i'm waiting for, will be the ending i wished for.. and i think i seem to get it now...and i seem to find myself falling for you all over again and just wished months would stop passing like that. nevertheless, thank you darl, ..
its still my fave pic afterall. =))
i promised not to shop for GSS but the sprees keeping prompting up! the discount letters kept appearing plus smses from these idiot shops! life's getting harder man. -.- oh well!
keep mugging!
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