Let my wings take me there..

Just when all hope is lost, I need that beautiful place, where everything would be perfect...

Let my wings take me there...

Friday, July 27, 2007

i'm loving this video. =))

yays. grandma's op is successful. =))

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Thursday, July 26, 2007

grandma is going for an op at 1.30pm. the adults are worried her heart couldn't take it as it is ballooning while her lungs are having fluids inside. 4 docs are gonna be present for her op i think.

dad's accident thing is in d midst processing.

and now..

dad is in hospital receiving his stitches. he injured his hand at work.

hahs. things just never stop happening don they? he refuse to let me accompany him down to the hospital.

wen kept buggin me on FYP. i know i've been a bad bad leader.

i've got fotang proj to do.

i've got e-learning to do.

i've gt my studying for next week exams marathon.

its all gonna be over soon i hope. i don think i can take any more new happenings.

hang in there. and be strong gurl. nothing's gonna beat u down.

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

dear diary.

i'm on the verge of breakdown soon i guess. just three more weeks to go.

grandma is in hospital due to a breakage in her uterus web. lotsa complications and drama these few nights and exams are due next week. her ops is due tomorrow. but the doc dare nt make any decisions as she is having fever plus her heart issue plus her fatty liver which ran out of place issue plus many many things. hope she'll be fine soon. grandpa is also tired out recently. hope he'll nt fall sick too.

i seriously donno if i can even pass now when i haven start on anything. not even FYP! great shermain. well done. and daddy gt into an accident too~ how nice life is yea?

travelling up and down recently in and out of hospital, weekends burnt last week as i was having class in m'sia. and NAPFA is due on thurs. HAHS! think i'm better off dead.

sorrie for the blahs. i jus needed someone to scream and yell at. yea yea yea~

assignments to be done.
studying to be done.

shermain lim~ i seriously think u're better off dead.

fark~

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

other than feeling remorseful now..
i cant feel aniting anymore.
i'm sorrie.
i seemed to have forgotten how u've spoilt me.
giving in to me to stay for two more years.
but what happens in d end
is u having to bear with my temper, my nonsense and all the fights.
are u regretting right now for staying on?

i've been too self-centred for the past one week.
but right now i cant seem to find the courage to say sorrie to u.
maybe i've lose all the courage that i had to make sure i'll keep it and not do it again.
and i've lose all the courage to let myself believe i'll not hurt u again.

but still...
i'm really sorrie lit'martin.
i'm really am.
i'm sorrie i ever made u feel that ur stay here is not worthwhile.
i'm sorrie for making u go through hell these whole week.
i'm sorrie for hurling accusations at u.
i'm sorrie that i hurt u.

i'm sorrie hun..

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Saturday, July 07, 2007

hey world~

its been an eventful week. i guess i learnt something out of it. but oh well i guess its over.

thanks sistas for accompanying me thru the teary evening. taking my mind off things for a while.
sok~ thanks for being there when i broke down at d convention hall today. =)
thanks gurls. =))

life's ok other than that~ school's ok. SMA's day is coming up and apparently some political strife is coming up again. oh wells.

photos of batam trip!