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Wednesday, August 08, 2007
boos!
i'm feeling crap right now tho. exams have been
GREAT!
in a negative sense. honestly. i know my 3 papers As are gone.
reason one- write out of point like TOTALLY
reason two - missed out on question
reason three - i reallly reallly am dumb.
i don wanna think about it. i'm sick of crying. yes i think darl too i guess.
sometimes i really cant help admiring sok and jas. why could they jus pursue what they want and yea. get full support from their family?
i'm sorrie mom. i din mean to gt so hostile each time u bring up the sub. but on one hand i know i cant do aniting to make myself get in. its really hard given my yr one grades. somehow this pressure always getting me worked up throughout this study period but on the other. i guess darl is right she has the right to keep me by her side given what she's gone through and i cant compare myself with them. our families are so so different. oh yea. money makes the world go round too.
i seriously never felt so torn apart for a long time since O levels. its draining me and mom. and yea i know we're just containing all the anxiety inside us till when this exams period is over. i don like going there whether i'm eligible or not. its four freaking years. sighs. but but but.
i'm sick of buts.
oh yea.
xianie - hey. guess i can date u out more often given ur freed from attachment status now? =)
ting - studying~
aud - hey i'll date u out aft my exams this week alright? =)
est - hey busy gurl. how are u? =)
yinn- i'm seeing u on tues! =D
missing u gurls.
jie- i'm seeing u on sat at the hospital i presume. =) hope u've sort out ur thots now. -hugs-
darl - i'm so sorrie about what u have to go through now. so so sorrie.
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