Wednesday, September 19, 2007

i'm blogging at grandma's place now.

received a call frm her this morning that she is in a lot of pain. cabbed down to her place and i saw her limping. i saw her yst night and she looks so different. she was constantly looking for things to support her and she looked so frail when dad and i helped her to doc.

the doc says she need a walking stick and a knee guard and i saw her teared slightly. she used to boast how fit as a fiddle she was. but oh well. it caused a lot of hurt in her pride. i hate the tears welling up in her eyes. i hate the way she always think she is a burden to us when she is not.

sighs.

i'm meeting baby tonight. after soo soo long. =)

gonna go work soon. took d morn off.

get well soon my beloved grandma.

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

good day people.

my results are ok. but its still hanging in the air kinda. HMMMS.i guess u cant worry over things which u cant have control of and that u know u've done your very best given that kinda circumstances at that time?

yes. i'll stop thinking of it and think abt my new buys instead.

i'm not getting my desired wallet which meant good news. hahahas. cos i wanted to gt it if i've done terribly but at least i see some As.

-shrugs-

darl darl darl. i miss u!

thanks sistas.
yinn- thanks for accompanying thru the long noon
est- thanks for the fun times we had using the web cam. but u're a lousy DJ! keep playing the same song
ting-thanks for accompanying me through the night. -big hugs-
xianie-thank u for ur drink plus the web cam session and stupid giggling times~

i'm blessed! =)

sok! thanks for ur comforting emails! =)

yes attention sistas!
xianie can be married off alrdy! ting and i haven seen any of us soo far that have the glee on the face and enthusiasm to be married ASAP kinda. l0ls. so ting and i had agreed her dowry price for RC to pay is $2.50(price for a bowl of noodles)*5=$12.50

LOLS

sin jie's wedding is here and i nidta buy a dress soon! =(

wooots! click 5 rocks! est lets go for their concert if they are in s'pore! LOLS

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hehs. in love with them!

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awwwwsss!

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Monday, September 10, 2007

i'm wishing for many many things now.
the thots seem to be gushing through my head since morn.
and it hadnt been any better since d first thot that strike me.

i know dad meant well by telling me all those yst. but why do i seemed more weighed down.
"its jus dat if spending ur money i can spend more at ease. don give urself too much pressure."
many times i just cant wait to gt out and work.
i know he's tired since working at d age of eleven.
i guess dats why i insisted on d AMC route.
its d fastest way to get out.

many adults used to say
"why so eager to go and work? u'll be working for more dan the next 40 yrs of ur life anyway"
hahahas. but it just doesnt seem to apply to this part of my life i guess.
dad's tired. mom's too. and i really cant wait to relieve whatever they are going thru.

why did grandma have to be sick at that time?
why did dad have to be sick at that time?
why did that accident have to take place too?
i know i shouldnt be saying all these. but the aftermath of everything was too much for me..
could i have done better den if all these din happen?


i cant afford to fall.. i really cant..

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

sighs. early in the morn, i've already got nothing to do! boring~ =(
throat's killing me too.
yest marketing presentation was good. =) learnt a lot of commercial tactics of being a choosy customer~ =X din realise SP had a commercial communication dept! l0ls. yea. d presentation was organised by dem. and i quite like the indian HOD too. hahahas. he was pretty stern when he was talking to the advertiser but when its us, he's a friendly old man again! =)

hmmms. no more halves day. took 2 halves consecutively on both days! gotta make up for it on sats!

spend a really really good time with darl last night. =)

get well soon little sore throat.
all d cough syrups are making me wobbly. =(

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Monday, September 03, 2007

dearest dearest diary!

i cant wait for thos evening to spend some quality time with hun today! last weekend was spending quality time with his mom nt him..hmmms plus he promise me some pizza treats! TUMMY STRETCHING! hees.

fyp's interviews are getting more and more interesting! i'm starting to think all CFOs are super duper nice nice people! FSL CFO thanked me for the card! but i'm really really feeling bad for the card we sent to rickmers. kinda untidy. =X

shopping and spending has been on my agenda lately. yes! my black dress is finally coming plus i bought a dress frm bysi and darl got me a new book! the fair lady! gnaws! i'm addicted to it despite reading till d 2nd chap! gracious! =Xthe fair lady! gnaws! i'm addicted to it despite reading till d 2nd chap! gracious! i've yet to collect my gior pants tho! can d gior outlet at JP FASTER FASTER open! =)

HMMMS! i tried on d watch which darl will be getting for me on bday and i'm deciding on the colours still! green or brown? brown looks elegant while green is unique! nvms. i'll ask d buyer to choose! =X

i wanna watch d secret! =( adrian jus laughed at me for nt watching it la. grrr. the most i just rent d DVD. no big deal! BUT darl promise to watch the rat cartoon with me! -beams-

i'm on half day today! =D think i will go back sch and have a nice little treats of my beloved omelette cheese burger! SINFUL! i know~ =X

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