right outside SMA office 7th floor! HAHAHAS one new feat before i graduate! i've climbed the 4th floor with jasmine. slept in t1a classrooms overnight LOLS. cant get aniting off my head now.
hmmms. practical exams is starting in half an hour. half prepared feelings plus half anxiety. last practical exam of the year. of my time in poly. of my 3 years in poly.
i've got a great morning today. darl bought heart filled love breakfast today. cheese and egg sandwich! =)) breakfast in bed plus sending me to school! thanks baby! -hugs- and he promised me a trip this coming may! -BEAMS- PLUS maybe some red packet money to HK! HAHAHAHAS! lucky lucky girlfriend i am =))
the question kept resurfacing itself in my head sub-consciously its too late i guess to take a step back to see if it was right after all am i too overly paranoid or is this just a passing phrase of cross-roads
i guess i rather realise that i'm making the wrong decision now then realising it later when darl is away at least i would have him to fall back to coax me back everything is alright things would be better in a more desirable state cos somehow i feel that i'm not gonna take it well if things really turn out otherwise
i've got too much too lose and each day i was praying and hoping my guiding stars would shine on me and let me know take this path with confidence jus like every other cross-roads i've faced for the past nineteen years and i find the prayer getting increasingly louder each night when i'm alone believing in yourself seems like a sky high phrase now to me i could not seem to embrace and do it
but it makes me a happy girl reading *ahems* blog.
but adapting some from *ahems* blog. lets call *ahems* h for now. =)
Your relationship with h is: someone whom i can lose touch for a long time but yet the cozyness never fades. love and hate relationship too. cos h always bottles up his/her feelings and i really really hope i can one day help h to relieve them..and yeaA thats the thing i hate about h! but oh well.. i still love h at the end of the day. =))
Your 5 impressions of h: sweet, fun-loving, caring, cheery, gorgeous
The most memorable thing h had done for you? a photo collage. =))
The most memorable words h had said to you? that h will always be there for me as a listening ear.
if she becomes your lover, you will? pamper h with my abundance of care and love
if he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? tell me wads on h's mind!!
if he/she becomes your enemy, you will? HAHAHAAHAS! u don wanna know =P
if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be? nah the love parts overwrites the hate anytime. =))
the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is? giving H my biggie hug and let h knows i'll be there till h's great grandchildrens are all married! =D
your overall impression of him/her is? my dearest*ahem*and sweetheart -hugs-
this is the first time in my life i'm doing such test! cos i used to think it is kinda kinda draggy. but oh well~ anything for H!
and presenting to you my beloved H! tada! my beloved grogeous jie for 19th years of my life. knowing you as been the greatest gift from god jie. =)
and this song is to you...thank you for being there for me through my 19th years of life. u were never out of touch in my life despite our busy lifestyles now. and thank you for ur words of concern every now and always to check i'm ok and living well...it really touches me a lot each time i rec'ved ur call and how you always went through so much trouble for fetching me around and saving me all the travelling and showering me with the best gifts through my growing years. giving me the best foods around each time too. homemade cookies since young and tonnes of tlc foods =)) i really really love you my sweetest =))
She, won¢t get off the phone, she won¢t leave me alone When I'm talking to that guyShe, can be a real nightmare, gets me to do her hair And says it never turns out right But then I put on a face, she can tell Cause she knows me so well Chorus Who¢s has been my closest friend, someone who will be there till the end My sister, sisterDeeper than the deepest sea, no one loves you like a family My sister, sisterShe, reads my diary, she borrows clothes from me And I never get them back again And she (and she), locks the bath room door, says five minutes more And now and then run still not inAnd sometimes we fight, every family does (oh yeah) But that can¢t change our love Who¢s has been my closest friend, someone who will be there till the end My sister, sister Deeper than the deepest sea, no one loves you like a family My sister, sister To fell and break the good times, who helped me through the hard times Who bring me down to roof, remind me what¢s in coming And who comes first? Who comes first? Gotta tell me who I'm talking 'boutMy sister, sister(Oh yeah) and who comes first? Aren¢t no doubt about itMy sister, sister She, watches out for me, I know she'l always beBy my side (by my side) Who¢s has been my closest friend, someone who will be there till the end My sister, sisterDeeper than the deepest sea, no one loves you like a family My sister, sister Who¢s has been my closest friend, someone who will be there till the end My sister, sister Deeper than the deepest sea, no one loves you like a familyMy sister, sister