Wednesday, August 29, 2007

dearest diary!

its raining out dere cats and dogs while i'm warmly wrapped in my wool jacket and sipping on my hot tea. =) the copier machine is spoilt! so 3 depts have to make do with one copier and i'm on d waiting list with no complains! HAHAHAS!

I'm growing fatter with grandma's ever so delicious dinners plus cheesy treats on mon and tues! oh wells. i thot i could control my diet today BUT in d end patricia gt me sushi for lunch. plus another supplier buffet was on again and i has chestnut plus mango pudding =X they say green tea helps in weight loss! so i'm on my second cup now!

bought mommy her fave crackers today too. office deliveries are nice! but burning a hole in my pocket money! =( i wanna watch ratou sth sth! the rat show! but darl is reluctant to watch it! sighs! plus the jay chou show! hmmms. think i'll jz catch that on a DVD or sth. =/

can the stupid movie voucher spree start soon! i'm only left with my last 2 vouchers! think d nxt time i buy i shall buy 10 tics! hehs so darl and i don have to watch selective shows only since he can only be out on weekends! oh and i'm going to the army open house somewhere d arena country club dere. any ladies wanna join? who knows can catch eye candies! SOK! your kinda thing! LOLS

oh yayss! gt my pay but i spend 500+ alrdy on d air ticket and bills!! BOOOO! thank god no CPF deduction~ -.-
i nid a new wallet! wallet falling apart but i think i eyed on one alrdy! hehs nvm. nxt mth can buy with my then salary! =D

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my hormones are raging! yes she is pissing me! HMMMMMS.

chill sher. its jus a hol job. even if aniting happens it doesnt bear ur signature! SO WHY BOTHER!
i nid more chocs to keep me up!

i had buffet today! supplier's treat at the workshop plus tung lok mooncake to take home yst! suppliers' of OTC are great generous people! =)) plus the 7th month prayer snacks which the co gave is not over yet. HAHAHAHAS. but i skipped all snacks! hehs. cos tummy stretching plus tonnes of cheese treats recently! =)

okie! 21sept shall be d end of it all! =)
tuition tonight plus tonnes of fyp to clear!

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

"don blame your mom" yea i know. she has all the right reasons to keep me here. -shrugs-

i was just excitedly telling zhu jie how i wanna enjoy to the max over the weekends or something since it was my hols. but i realised something horrible. yea. when u know u din do well for your papers, no matter how much u tried to ignore it. it's still gonna come back to your mind. sorrie hun for telling you so flatly about my expectations for my grades.

browsing through SMF webby sure do make one feel worse. HAHAS

alright. time to snap out of these thots, whatever will come, will come.

i seriously just feel like crying now.

FYP is going on a good pace. the interview with the CFO is great and smooth. sorrie for the small hiccups wen. nice guy i muz say. =) bought muffins for darl's fam and joe ma yst at tanjong pagar. and oh! i gave myself a nice treat at the glass house coffee club yst. beginning to love it there~ awwws! but they don open for membership yet! shucks~
a gd place to distress! plus the citibank discounts makes its a more affordable place with many many cheese treats varities and smoothies! soothe my nerves there alone before meeting my grp for d interview.

i'm beginning to enjoy the little times alone sipping tea and watching the crowd go by... i guess that will be my new past time when darl is sailing. =)

ohhhh! my bigi spree is DELAY plus my dress too -pouts-

working with a stubborn woman is sure hard. EVEN my ever so lovely and nice accts people are all turning against her now. HAHAHAS. =X

retail therapy gotta stop and i promise darl on my accord, yes my own accord to do pedi only twice a year! if nt d bastarding session of being a FUTURE TAI TAI jus wont stop la!

oh yea! he brought me to a nice indian restaurant that day! and amazingly i took d spicy stuff without downing water like last time! and i took my lasi aft i finish my meal! the yogurt are pretty much untouched too~ =D

ok i'm bored now. they are paying me 6 bucks an hr to update my blog! HAHAHAHAS! but its tiring u know. u keep asking for work and she doesnt even respond to u!

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

the beginning is tooo LONG!

but gwen is PRETTY!

old video. but...

loving it still. =))

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Sunday, August 12, 2007

Reasons to know you're blessed

1. you come home stinking of alcohol and in a drunken stupor and your mom din bark at you but just sent loong loong messages to tell where you've gone wrong and that she still loves you dearly

2. you and your dad sit down and he warns u sternly not to do it again or he'll be real mad.

3. your boyfriend din make life difficult for you but comforts and lend u a shoulder to cry on and making u feel more safe than ever instead of being mad when he himself, is upset.

4. your dearest sista woke up at 4am getting so worried about your drunken state and lends u a listening ear with tonnes of TLC comforts.

5. your boyfriend's parents giving u an easy time by not asking u anything about what happen last night but instead prepares all your favourite food and tea.

Conclusion: i've done the biggest fault ever. critising people but at the end of the day. i made d mistake myself. AND no one gave me a hard time at all either. what i got in return was tonnes of TLC instead.

i seriously went overboard this time.

i'm sorrie mom. for making you feel so worried and tied with anxiety.

i'm sorrie dad. i betrayed your trust.

i'm sorrie hun. i betrayed your trust and din make good of my word.

i'm sorrie ting. i shld have known better.

i'm sorrie auntie and uncle. i guess i disappointed you.

i'm sorrie all.. i really learnt my lesson this time.

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Thursday, August 09, 2007

pretty pretty gwen steph. =)
dinno she had another nice song like this!

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Wednesday, August 08, 2007

boos!

i'm feeling crap right now tho. exams have been

GREAT!

in a negative sense. honestly. i know my 3 papers As are gone.

reason one- write out of point like TOTALLY
reason two - missed out on question
reason three - i reallly reallly am dumb.

i don wanna think about it. i'm sick of crying. yes i think darl too i guess.
sometimes i really cant help admiring sok and jas. why could they jus pursue what they want and yea. get full support from their family?

i'm sorrie mom. i din mean to gt so hostile each time u bring up the sub. but on one hand i know i cant do aniting to make myself get in. its really hard given my yr one grades. somehow this pressure always getting me worked up throughout this study period but on the other. i guess darl is right she has the right to keep me by her side given what she's gone through and i cant compare myself with them. our families are so so different. oh yea. money makes the world go round too.

i seriously never felt so torn apart for a long time since O levels. its draining me and mom. and yea i know we're just containing all the anxiety inside us till when this exams period is over. i don like going there whether i'm eligible or not. its four freaking years. sighs. but but but.

i'm sick of buts.

oh yea.

xianie - hey. guess i can date u out more often given ur freed from attachment status now? =)
ting - studying~
aud - hey i'll date u out aft my exams this week alright? =)
est - hey busy gurl. how are u? =)
yinn- i'm seeing u on tues! =D

missing u gurls.

jie- i'm seeing u on sat at the hospital i presume. =) hope u've sort out ur thots now. -hugs-

darl - i'm so sorrie about what u have to go through now. so so sorrie.

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